been best friends with them.

been my responsible self and

graduated on time.

maybe i messed me up more than i am willing to admit.

Do I regret it? Yes. No. Yes. No. Yes?

Still, what's done is done, and it frustrates me that what's done are the

stupid, impulsive decisions reached under the stupid, illusionary guise of love.

I am sorry, future!me. I had been so stupid. I ask for your forgiveness.