I feel cheated. How could you!!! You just robbed us of the chance to know the truth, from you. NAKAKAGALIT

bat ba kadalasan ayoko maging masaya at pinipili kong gumawa ng wala? hay nako bea.

ang work-tengga ratio mo ok!! dapat 5:1!!! anukaba!! this is not working

KELANGAN KO NANG GRUMADUATE.

Wish I'd done them sooner.

Hello, I am your God. And I'm giving you free will. KAYA GO ANUBA LIVE OUT YOUR LIVES ALREADY!! 

Di mo alam kung nagloload yung page mo or what. Sana naglalagay sila ng signifier!!

is niiiiiiiiiiiice. :)

This is the first time (this year, I think? haha) that I have witnessed the sunrise AFTER going to bed. haha

3 references to Dead Poet's Society today. Different references. Nagpaparinig

And sometimes, worse is better.

HELLO IT IS WEDNESDAY. TOMORROW IS ALREADY THURSDAY, WHICH IS 30 MINUTES FROM NOW. WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!!

HELLO IT IS WEDNESDAY. TOMORROW IS ALREADY THURSDAY, WHICH IS 30 MINUTES FROM NOW. WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!!

Dear God,

Thank  you! You have given me hope.

:) Heart's all smiles!

Today was fun, crossed out one of my UP bucket list:

Join a school contest.

Didn't win, we were pretty much at the bottom but it was loads of fun!

And I realized na grabe ang bobo ko. There's so much to know! Haha.

Need to be more worldly. :))

Magandang umaga, malamig na umaga!

Kinikitaan kita ngayon ng pag-asa.

I’m in a sort of school, run very strictly. I have friends and a lovelife. They can control the students, (like an imperius curse) except for twelve of us, in which I only know of another one. When the school authorities learned that there were people like us who they can’t control, they started to hunt us down. Our friends began disappearing, we could be turned in by anyone – thus our distrust to everyone at school. Me  and my other friend who can’t also be manipulated tried to run away. They knew who we are now, and so we tried to hitch around in a cargo truck that’s leaving the school. We climbed to the top of the truck – while it was moving! What a thrill. And people were  chasing after us. But before the truck can leave the school, it bumped into something (or did its engine just die down? Can’t remember) which made us exposed and we turned to face the public, ready for our punishment (death). There were just too many of them and we can’t fight them all. We tried to run, but we blacked out (or we managed to slip into a room, filled with people who don’t  know what’s happening outside). We were talking about our conditions in hushed whisper, when one of our kakampi showed up and told us that we’re safe – the school authorities don’t have proof that we tried to run away – no one could see us clearly since it was foggy. We were talking when suddenly my companion’s voice became loud, and so the people in the room knew that we were wanted by the authorities. Our kakampi said we needn’t worry because the authorities have no proof of our nonconformity and running away yet, so we better stay inconspicuous, don’t do anything that will merit attention. However, a guy in the room tried to bait us doing something criminal: I noticed that he had a suspicious look, he was holding a phone and his fingers were moving.. I jumped into the conclusion that he was recording our conversation and is now sending us to the authorities, so I quickly snatched his phone, and that made another person in the room suspicious of me, like I’m a thief, and was going to open the door to tell the authorities, while I tried to convince her that it’s not what she thinks… Our kakampi who’s a leader-type guy quickly blocked the door and forbade every one to leave, pleading to them that we’ll die if they turn us in. They agreed, even if doing this meant risking their lives too.  As we were talking about our strategy – how to keep hidden; how to get out of the shool, the man in the room was using his phone again – I didn’t realize he have gotten them back, I must have tossed it aside during the confusion – and with a sinking stomach I snatched it from him again, and saw that he was, indeed, texting that the he is with the "wanteds" and he had disclosed our location. Interestingly, the one he’s sending messages to are named as Cory and Ninoy. (wtf no. haha). They had a text message that they were coming back. Panicked, I told everyone to run and hide, the authorities could be here any moment. I ran and tried to hide inside a bathroom stall, held my breath when a person walked up to the stall and opened it, but to my surprise, it was one of the people in the room, and told me that’s it’s not safe there, we better find another hiding place. We found one inside a room filled with ancient furniture – we saw others from our conversation room there too, and four of us hid under a table draped with ancient cloth. And then the door opened, we could see their footsteps, and we were all collectively afraid that we would be found out. Their figures were like dementors. One of them held up the cloth, but I closed my eyes and told myself, “I’m dead, I’m not afraid” so that they wouldn’t detect us – since gut instinct told me that’s what they detect (parang dementors?) and fervently wished others are doing the same. It worked when the dementor thing peeked through our table and saw nothing there, and then the other dementors bagan vanishing – into thin air..and the dreadful mood was lifted, and other students began appearing again, my boyfriend appeared – he was hot hahaha, dark. And I hugged him so tightly, and he hugged me too and twirled me around, and said that it’s over now. I told him “wala na yung mga kalaban!” (the dementors) but he shook his head no, and pointed to a guy sleeping with his earphones on and holding an iPod touch. He was one of our classmates. “Yan ang tunay na kalaban.” Boyfriend explained, and I realized we were in some kind of videogame, and that the round has cleared up and now he was sleeping, that’s why we’re having this time to ourselves. I wondered how long this has been going on, and boyfriend just shrugged, “For a while. Prepare yourself, the game’s starting again soon” . I hugged him tightly, knowing that the memories of past events would be lost once the game starts. The earphone guy stirred, opened his eyes, another game began, now. We were on the grocery; we were shopping for – clay. I want the brand called Widgen and they wanted play dough, and I was acting sort of immature –

And then I woke up. Haha interesting dream no. Parang movie. Ang exciting! But what could it mean? :)) 

Please?

Thank you! :)

Hahahaha James Franco bat ka ganyan :))

Para kang ako. Gising James, gising!

I still love you though. KISS :))

eeeeh. e yung 3/10 BP nominees pa lang yung napapanoodd ko? Pero dinownload ko naman na lahat ng di ko pa napapanood, i just have to sneak in some time to see them.. payag ka kaya thesis? haha. I can't wait for you to be done with. Pero kelangan ko paring ienjoy ang process na to, yes? YES

learn how to ride a motorcycle! No matter how scary it may seem. at kelangan magkalicense ka for that. This summer. Keri??

tignan mo si legalnomads, exploring the beautiful provinces with a motorcycle! Ang hirap magcar lalo na pag magisa lang. Iniisip ko rin bike, pero nakakapagod much? Knowing myself, I wouldn't have the patience for it. Haha. Or maybe I have to change that. But but bikes are only good for short distances (for me).. Paano ang uphill climbs? Or kahit nga yung road palang papuntang chocolate hills 1 day siguro pagbike paakyat nun hahaha. So yeah, motorbike. Tsaka laganap ito sa Southeast Asia right, if you want to tour it deliciously (deliciously whut), you have to learn this.

Sana may solar-powered motorbikes, cheap and available for rent.

Let's be friends, yes? :)

I must not break down. I must not break down. I must not break down. I must not break down. I must not break down.

THIS, until the 30th, okay?

We have a deal, self. Deal.

Ansarap magtype sa laptop na to. It's soothing hearing the rhythmic sound of typing on the keyboards. It's like, in a way, playing the piano. Ang smooth sa kamay. haha. Also, may pretentious sense of accomplishment. Sana lang no, kung kasing ganda talaga ng musika ang mga pinagsususulat ko.  At buti kung may pinatutunguhan.

I always chose the former. Late na kung late basta maganda.

I really should change that right now. Hindi applicable yan sa thesis!! Late = No freakin graduation.

Alam mo mas maganda? Quality delivered punctually!

Ano ka ba.