* nagseselos ako, todong-todo. :( alam kong hindi nararapat pero hindi rin naman mapigil ang nararamdaman.

* new tradition (naaalala ko tuloy sabi ni serena sa GG: "it can't be called tradition if it's new". onga naman. mali pala.) new practice: dareday with erika, because we felt the need to escape from our comfort zones. XD we went out this afternoon and took a stroll in riverbanks wearing clothes we normally wouldn't wear when under public scrutiny. For me, that meant: a green spaghetti-strap lingerie-ish top, short skirt, fishnet stockings, my golden banig sandals and golden headband. the fishnet stockings were adorable, they really hid my fugly leg scars. :)) and damn did i look really hot slutty. :)) parang nawawala ako sa marikina at dapat nasa pegasus ako, or some bar. Erika wore her cute gray babydoll blouse and short short shorts, which was probably just a centimeter longer than her top. XD While flaunting our figures, we desperately tried to maintain our bitchface and poise, but failed miserably whenever someone would throw us questioning or admiring looks (even if they were kids!). We would immediately burst out laughing, the HAHAHAHAHA!!!! kind. it was really really amusing. In one hand, it's embarassing, but on the other, flattering din.. kakaibang experience talaga ang tinitignan ka ng mga tao. nakaaaaliw pa kasi may wind effect habang naglalakad kami to and from riverbanks, kaya feel na feel naman namin, haha. afterwards we realized that it's april fools, kaya sakto lang pala ang timing ng dareday namin. :D sexy photoshoot afterwards.. syempre dapat documented ang D-day. XD . haaynaku pag bored talaga kung anu-ano na ang natitripan.

* back to reality : um, hello? hindi mo parin tapos papers mo. kamusta ka naman.

* fun day anyway. :))

I CAN DO THIS.

apparently, I can't.

Natisod nanaman ako. For the nth time. Figuratively. Ansakit.
Itigil na ang kalokohang ito..
Tumino ka na.

Lady Luck is on my side :D WHEEEEEEE I LOVE IT.

passed my j123 finals this morning, and who do i see but my darling darling prof sir nartea collecting the submissions! sobrang ganda ng timing ko, kasi umalis na daw siya at bumalik lang ulit. Grabe, just the thought makes me smile. kung di umabot yun kanina, leche-leche nanaman mga grades ko. chugas yan. i don't want another inc. plus i'm happy with my submission.. sana mataas ang grade. ohplease yun nalang ang pampahatak ko. yun nalang talaga.

naligaw-ligaw pa ako sa fc kanina. haha. syet wala si mam dalisay. pano ko kaya siya makakausap. darniit. But! in other news, i got a 2 in a long exam i barely studied for. hahahaha happiness. kala ko talaga bagsak na ko, o kaya napakakadiri ng score ko.

sayang di ako nakapunta sa astrovernight :( damn the consequences of cramming and procrastinating and underestimating and sucking at time management. watdapaksyet hindi na talaga ako magka-cram! dahil in the long run mas marami akong namimiss. aalisin ko na ang konsepto ko ng 'cramming', 'procrastinating' and todo-todong 'katamaran!' because mygulay i am one unproductive vegetable.

eeeeee naeexcite na akong magmarathon ulit ng aking beloved tv shows :) prison break, pushing daisies and gossipgirl wait for me ok? because first things first. damn those incs. pero at least diba, hindi bagsak. XD

but ohnoes delikado na talaga ako sa college ko. sana sana sana icomplete na ako ni sir. huhu. *scared, extremely.* whyohwhyyyyy.

and i miss laurice hindi pa kami nagse-celebrate ng bertdei things! it sucks not having a phone. bakit ba kasi nasira yung charger hmp.

anlinis linis na ng kwarto ko ♥ ♥ ♥ in fairness mga limang oras mahigit namin pinagtiyagaang linisin ang dumpsite na ito. and now it's sparkling clean! ansarap sarap ng higaan at pagkulungan.

oohlala haba na pala ng rant ko. need to do inc things, okay? DO IT DO IT NOW!

toodles!~

eeeee kinomplete na ni sir!!!!! :D :D :D

at dos pa. way better than i expected. :D :D :D

- finish socsci3 (1-3)
- go to up and pass it.
- finish gossip girls series
- pubmats for astro summer app
- magdrawing.

I know it wouldn't change anything but i just want to cry.



in a totally unrelated note, being wasted = NOT. FUN. so much for a sem-ender :)) now at least i know my limit.

also: boots are love, shopping at factory outlet is more love, and flaunting the bargain finds is much much much love. ♥ i let erika play stylist and i ended up wearing a stylish assymetrical off-shoulder top, baston pants and my ooohlala cowboy boots :D matched with our hundred-peso hogskin (?) bag, golden headband and my spanking hot new haircut (XD), i looked like a rockerdude who had accidentally wandered in a CHURCH. hahaha. at naki-upo pa talaga ako sa tabi ng choir... siomai kamusta naman ang first impression sakin ng mga choirmates ni erika. :))

summer enlistment things are tomorrow damn i barely had a vacation. sana sana sana makakuha ako ng subjects please. oh and PE i need you so badly! :(

haaay gudlak naman.

You may access the UIS from outside the DILNET between 6pm and 7am.

LIES. It's already 6.06 WTF.

impatient much? *anxiety attacks*









AAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

sorry, needed to get it out of my system.
sana pwedeng isuka nalang lahat ng kamaliang nagawa at i-flush sa inidoro, parang alak.
parang alak.

ayan na.

SHIT WHERE ARE THE OTHERS??!

hahahaha you need to calm down. O_o



dammitdammitall.





psych: as predicted. :D
chugas ayoko pang umuwi. andaming tao sa bahay nahihilo na ako. Wish i could stay overnight someplace and sleep this whole thing off.
i hope the consequences aren't fatal. shit i'm actually scared. i'm really, really scared.
haaynaku just face your mistakes, admit responsibility for it and grow the eff up. whatever the results, you brought it upon yourself, and you need to get out of it, all by yourself.


ice cream? :-|

five and a half hours.

wow. this is extremely calming. ~

*** randomness:

sa larangang ito, magiging boss ko ba ang masa?
o ako ba ay magiging parte ng mga magdidikta sa kanila?

erm, both? syempre, kung anong pinili mo...

social actualizaion: paki-research :D

kung ang SN ay student number, anong ibig-sabihin ng EN? entry number? haha omg kabobohan lang.

also: master the art of small talk. very useful.

falling and failing - avoid as much as possible.


perfect.

SANA NAMAN NILALAGYAN NILA NG STATUS O SYMBOL ANG MGA SUBJECTS NA CLOSED NA PARA NAMAN HINDI AKO MAG-AKSAYA NG PANAHON SA KAKA-KLIK NG BAWAT SUBJECT ONLY TO FIND NA CLOSED NA PALA ANG MGA YUN.

BWISIT LANG. HELLO CRS TEAM. IMPROVEMENT PLEASE.

And just let me be.

ANG SAYA SAYA KO, OKAY??

:D :D :D

Sana bata nalang ulit tayo at pwede pagdesisyunan ang mga bagay-bagay sa pamamagitan ng bato-bato-pik at maalis-taya.

nakakamiss lang.

clickity here!

I had planned on moving (i really, really needed a change) but blogger's giving me a pain in the ass so i'll stick with tabulas instead :D plus, the lj-cut hack works nicely here. In blogger it just ends up as a series of errors. I wonder why. :O Oh well, it's not worth the headache anymore; I'll just continue my tabulas love affair, hee. kulang lang naman dito yung cross-post things eh. and maybe a better gallery, but what's multiply for anyway.

kain muna ako ng noodle things.

grabe. nakaaadik ang onemanga!

claymore is ♥ syet andami kong gustong basahin!

eeee narerevive nanaman ang pag-ibig ko sa anime/manga. hahaha



at kay aoshi! mga 7 years na rin pala ang love affair namin (asa lang eh. :3 ) and i still find him swoon-worthy. *fangirl squee* XD also, i'm back to drawing and reading fanfiction. ansaya saya. although, kelangan ko rin magfocus into doing more productive things (read: acads). pero ayus lang, i'm enjoying my classes so far. (yung french 10 prof ko hindi pa rin sumusulpot so far. kamusta naman siya.) Naeexcite na ako magscuba. Alanganin lang talaga yung sked niya, but whatever; i'm going to make the best of it.



ayos ah. nareresize itong textbox ng tabulas. things just keep getting better and better. :)

and whatda i am so full of cliches. :o hee.

I DO NOT WANT TO CARE ANYMORE!




but hell i still do. :(

tae sabik na sabik na akong magscuba-dive!!

openwaters and nemos and doras and sea anemones and corals and other marine life wait for me! =]

kelangan ko ng underwater cam, okay.

favorite quote today:
some were saying, "Erasers are for people who make errors." But the wise said, "Erasers are for people who are willing to correct their mistakes."

haha. tama tama tama!

okay so goal for this summer:
be a licensed scuba diver AND AND AND a licensed driver! yebah.

tae gusto ko nang subukan lahat ng klase ng diving. mwahaha. sky diving, skin diving, space diving.. (haha sana lang!) . at bakit ang hilig kong ulitin ng tatlong beses ang mga salita salita salita. parang ganun.

labo nanaman. you better get a headstart on your french10 and impress your hot!gay absentee prof. hahaha. at magbasa basa ka sa fil40 para makapagbahagi ka naman ng kaalaman. bawal ang tanga. bawal ang tamad.

at bumili na ng regalo para kay igineous. at hoy yung susuotin mo. you better look rocking good. :D

maging productive ka na nga.

things to do:

astro sigsheet
review driving lessons
driving lessons
buy french dictionary
french hw
basta mag-aral ng french!
e-mail appstro
astro kit
multi pics? hehe. game! keriyan.

You are most like: MONICA

Like Monica, you have a very strong personality with some very neurotic tendencies. Often obsessing over things like cleanliness, order, and sequence, you can occasionally annoy your friends. But they know there is another side of you--one that is creative and spontaneous--even if it gets lost behind the obsessive-compulsive behavior that dominates your life.

funny. i was expecting phoebe, maybe chandler or joey, but never monica. OC, ako? wahahahaha. kalokohan. ang kulit talaga ng mga quizzes na to.

You Will Be a Traditional Bride!

You're the type of girl who is feminine, old fashioned, and totally traditional. You've been dreaming of your wedding day since you were young And you can't wait to be a princess in your big white gown. It's likely that you'll have a big family wedding and take your husband's name While a huge affair will be fun, just don't go all Bridezilla about the color of your napkins!

WHUT this is totally the opposite of what I expected. wahahha. anlabo :)) I'm not even sure I want to be a bride, haha.

three whole kulas-less days is ♥

haha sana ganito nalang palagi. ansama kong kapatid but WTH.

cello's donuts.
taking beautiful pictures with the dslr.
acad-free days.
a SUMMER VACATION.
beaches.
having money.
childhood :s
my pda.
...


too many people and

a certain person.

NAEEXCITE AKO! :D :D :D