#FireMocha, #FireBato, and Impeach Duterte most of all BECAUSE THESE KILLINGS HAVE TO STOP. Asa naman kasing ititigil niya iyang "war on drugs". It's his baby, it's his way, for 20 years, he's not going to drop it. At all. And I feel like he is the Night King na kung mapatalsik sa pwesto, those incompetent pricks he put into power will also disappear -- ok maybe not all BUT IT'S A GODDAMN START

Limang taon pa ba Pilipinas???!!!?!?!?!?

Posted by chronicwind on September 7, 2017 at 01:09 AM as a stickied post | catch a feather

Naiinis ako pag hindi niya ko kayang isupport emotionally, pero ayan ngayong siya yung nangangailangan, ayaw ko pala siyang isupport

Posted by chronicwind on March 27, 2020 at 02:59 PM | catch a feather

These days I'm alternating between two modes: extreme anxiety and extreme horniness. Mej kawawa si ldr fubu kasi at one point sobrang swerte niya, ang sipag ko magsend ng sexts tas bigla biglang i'll push him away, saying "dont expect much from me it'll be months before this whole thing is over" etc etc and ayoko replyan yung words of comfort nya

Yan, kaya di ako pwede jumowa eh 


But ayun im privileged AF -- i dont have to worry abt food and a house and don't have to feed a family; it is only myself I have to take care of. Konti - as in sobrang konti - lang ang naimbak kong salapi; thankful na lang ako at hindi mahilig maningil ng rent si landlady. I can stretch what little I have until I guess abt a month? Tapos di ko na alam sizt

This is absolutely the wrong year to be out of employment anez? 

Haay I hope we all make it

Posted by chronicwind on March 20, 2020 at 05:07 PM | catch a feather

Last friday, I went to this freelancer's meetup and in the introduce yourself part, I said i was there because I hope to be inspired. 

As the afternoon went on, a fellow participant approached me and enthusiastically said she's a budding photographer and was inspired by my quitting-job-moving-to-duma story. Huh. Never thought that I would be the inspiration instead :)) We went on talking and geeking out and ended up being each other's accountability buddy. That interaction lifted my spirits and I needed that.

I've been feeling so low the past couple of weeks, and I have pinpointed the cause to be: having no money. I am behind on rent and it sucks. Buti na lang mabait si landlady. I've dwindled my savings to four digits and I am thinking what to sell to augment it. Ang hirap hirap gumalaw. I am now really considering jobs in the middle east, apparently maraming openings for photographers dun.

I am feeling apprehensive and down and impatient with myself. So, so impatient with myself. But this week was better than the last few weeks, so I guess, progress is progress.

Hindi na ako ganun kagalit sa sarili ko and that's a start.

Posted by chronicwind on March 4, 2020 at 04:17 AM | catch a feather

Dear self,

Sabi nga ni barcejowa: We're a team. 

Ikaw lang ang maasahan mong kakampi sayo forever. and ever. So be the best teammate for yourself. And you're also you're own cheerleader. So cheer for yourself. Lead. Kaya mo ipanalo 'tong life. I mean, you'll end up dead eventually, but while you're alive, define your own wins, and celebrate them.

Shake hands with yourself and reconcile with your past misgivings toward yourself. It's all forgiven. Go play. You're a great teammate, and you'll be unstoppable.

Posted by chronicwind on February 27, 2020 at 04:51 PM | catch a feather
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