We were okay for a couple of days, when I posted about us on social media, he was very warm and thankful. But recently I feel like he's pulling back - and it's painful that he doesn't reply anymore to each message, doesn't ask how I am, doesn't initiate a conversation. It makes me feel lonely to the point of crying. Although sabi naman namin we should talk less, this hurts because we were okay naman for the past days. Haay I may be overthinking this pero di na ata siya interested. We really need to have another heart to heart... yung kung break, break na talaga as in no contact. But I'm not yet ready to have this conversation again... patapusin ko nalang muna birthday niya; I want him to have a good one.

Quota na ko sa pag-iyak ngayong Mayo ah

Posted by chronicwind on May 17, 2018 at 07:35 PM | catch a feather

He was sick yesterday, and it made me feel useless that im not able to take care of him physically, just through virtual massages and feel good images of puppies. It hurts to not be able to help (tho he did say that i helped a lot and he appreciated it) but it pains me to not actually be there for him. Im starting to think that he really should date a local, someone who can take care of him when he's sick, he deserves it, but then im selfish and i want him all to myself and i want to be the one to take care of him and this selfishness makes me feel guilty.

Haay ang hirap nga naman po talaga

Posted by chronicwind on May 15, 2018 at 07:55 AM | catch a feather

Im lonely

And im horny 

And i dont know what to do

And ibjeed ro get up in 3 hours

Posted by chronicwind on May 12, 2018 at 02:20 AM | catch a feather

He's online

Its 2:15

But he's not replying

And im lonely

Im lonely

Im lonely

And the country is in deep shit

And im lonely

Im lonely

Im lonely

Posted by chronicwind on May 12, 2018 at 02:17 AM | catch a feather

Ginago na naman ang Pinas ng mga gago, part 8472716

Posted by chronicwind on May 11, 2018 at 11:32 AM | catch a feather
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