it's you again. cheers to another affair, which will last thirtyone days, climax on the twentyseventh, and end on the thirtyfirst. But we'll meet again next year, and i hope by then, i'm wiser, happier, richer - financially, spirtiually, existentially - AND NOT WRITING STUPID ENTRIES SUCH AS THIS. kthnxwelcomeback.
"I'd drop a guy for a film. I'd never drop a film for a guy!" - Joelle, La Nuit Américaine
I'd drop both for chocolates. right. now. HAHA. kung magcrave naman ako.
pero seriously. ano nga ba ang ida-drop ko for a film? for a guy? haay. decisions.
"Some things are true whether you believe in them or not."
- city of angels
Made me ponder on the existence of an 'absolute truth' once again. i miss erika, who would i now verbally spar with at this time of the night? :( ugh i better get some shut-eye.
bonding with mafi and tatang was funfunfun, as always. haha. bonding with ronipe and aaron was fun too. :D oh and DO YOU REALIZE! yesterday, it was twenty days before your twentieth. significance? none, but in order to practice your rotting brain (and instill much-needed self-discipline), you need to write, each day, one lesson that you learned in your nearly twenty years of existence. GO!
lesson1: LIFE IS BETTER WHEN SHARED WITH FRIENDS.
Ngayong college ko lang talaga naramdaman at sobrang napahalagahan ang pagkakaroon ng kaibigan. Hindi kasi ako palakaibigan dati.. sure, i have my set of friends but i'm not usually one who will initiate a conversation. (grabe lang yung pagshift ko from one language to another, keri?) ayun. lately napagtanto ko na mas masaya talaga ako pag kasama ang mga kaibigan, kesa kasama ang pamilya.. which is nakakaguilty minsan, since kamon, pamilya ko sila; feeling ko ang ingrata ko dahil yun nga, mas masaya ako sa company ng mga kaibigan. may nag-advice sakin dati na treat friends as your family and your family as your friends. haha maganda ito, so wherever you go you'll have both. :)) so ayun, feeling ko kelangan ko pang i-close ang family ko, bilang sila parin talaga ang nakakaalam ng lahat ng baho ko. Sobrang thankful talaga ako ngayon dahil marami akong kaibigan na tanggap kung sino ako - mga taong pwede kong ibahagi ang aking kasiyahan pati kalungkutan. Parang kulang talaga ang buhay kung walang social interaction diba? Para saan pa ang buhay kung hindi mo rin naman ibabahagi. hehe. Grabe nabiyayaan talaga ako ng Diyos. :D salamat po!
SHIT HAPPENS.
literallllllllly syet. mamaya ko nalang ipagpapatuloy antok na ako.
sinusumpong nanaman ako ng katamaran UGH UGH UGH :|
NAEEXCITE AKO
and i just have to write that down :D :D :D :D :D
Listen
to the words, and you can be fooled. Look at the actions, and you can
be fooled. You are loved only when you feel loved. Who makes your heart
soar now? Well, what are you waiting for?
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aw. you are loved only when you feel loved? really? mmmm okay. :]
i hate to admit this, but it's still *him*. i really don't know. Maybe I shouldn't wait anymore. Maybe. But then again.. nah.
isa akong magulong nilalang :(
sometimes it's all just pretense.
i feel down. :|