I'm highly depressed today, and i don't know why. It's such an irrational depression and it hurts so, so much. UGH. I feel guilty; i really don't have anything to be depressed about but here I am, having bouts of spontaneous crying. It's frustrating because I don't know why! I just had an awesome weekend and should feel highly fulfilled, but instead I feel empty. Is it because I have nothing to look forward to anymore? Or did I not meet my own expectations? Or is it the back-to-reality truth that I have to face? I don't know. Maybe all I need is a really good cry.

That was my first cry this year.