He wouldn't fail me; bakit ba ko nagdoubt

:) 

Find a man who will greet you on International Women's Day

Terrified that one day he'll realize i am not worthy of his love

Nooo banish these 3am thoughts!!!

So ganito pala yung feeling na lagi kang navavalidate ang ganda ang sarap

Also he never does anything that would make me doubt him shet ang galing

Im starting to think i would really move for him, brave cold european weather just to sleep and wake up with him beside me (hindi ko naman talaga kelangan tbh, hes very willing to move here instead pero jusque naman mas maganda naman buhay niya dun) 

Hindi ko pa siya namimeet in real life pero shet universe please let me have this

joke.

may mga times lang bigla: fleeting, minute moments, na mabebewilder ako like, 'who da eff is this guy what am i doing" haha and masasapak ako ng realization na hindi ko naman talaga siya kilala and that he's a stranger, still

alam mo pag sinabi mong paulit-ulit ang isang word it will lose meaning and will become unfamiliar? parang ganun; it's prolly because ive thought a lot about him today and so ang weird

weird.

Ang saya saya niyang pasayahin

:) 

Ang gaan gaan sa loob 

Pag natapos to, pag ayaw na niya, iiyak talaga ko

Ive fallen deeper than i thought

am i doing

with  my life

Ang tanging goal ko nalang in life is mahalin siya

Hahhahaha

Ha

Ha

Ha

Ha...w did it come to this