this morning my cellphone died out on me and, oddly, i realized that being cellphone-less is kind of liberating. and escapist, but still, liberating.  Ha. No GMs to send and no checking and replying every time the phone vibrates and no distractions and no expectations and no reminders and no outside world; it's just me and my HIMYM for today. :D haha alam na, hindi talaga ako nakapag-acads. ohNO my groupmates will KILL ME. :| minsan talaga ang sarap i-chuck yung phone out the window, isama na din yung computer (or internet. wala pala akong magagawa pag walang computer, K) at lahat lahat lahat ng distractions sa buhay because i am weak and i easily give in to temptations :[ this must really, really stop i need discipline discipline DISCIPLINE! EFF the Film shooting scheds, i won't be able to make it to our pagudpud escapade because of it :(( e HELLO last year pa namin binabalak magpagudpud huhu. at last year pa ako nasasabik. and now... i'm stuck with 16mm film and possible bankruptcy :o ohwell. hindi naman talaga ako ganun kalungkot bilang kamon!! nakakaexcite rin magshoot for the first time in film. IN FILM!!!!! it's exciting and scary and challenging and scary and intimidating but mostly, it's exciting. :D and i'm ready for some excitement. HAHA. syeeeet kelan ba dadating ang panahon na mura nalang ang film at film camera hayayay. sana walang workthings bukas at sa sabado at sa martes OHNO HELLO HELL WEEK AM I GOING TO SURVIVE. and speaking of survival.. wahaha ansaya at tapos na yung report ko sa comm120, it really helps if you ask God for guidance :D i'm so thankful. hehe. sana SUCCESS din yung comm140 report ko ahahaha i really need to switch on my acadmode. bakitbakitbakit ba ang bum mo bea. stop being piggish i miss reading books and i looked at wedding dress books this afternoon at national, bummer kasi sale sila pero wala akog bet sa mga ni-sale, anyway looking at those gorgeous dresses made me WANT ONE and made me plan out my own wedding and DRESS and i want a ball-gown type pero alam kong hindi bagay sa akin bilang shortlegged ako at hindi matangkad :| haha ang random ko lang ano. wala lang pero ang exciting lang to think that someday some years away maglalakad na rin ako sa aisle and although i don't know yet who is going to wait for me at the end of that aisle (si ano kaya? haha) i'm sure he's going to be the perfect one for me and it's just exciting to share the rest of your life with someone who's your bestfriend and partnerincrime and lover and have a family of your own wala lang ang exciting lang. note how often i mentioned the word exciting? siguro dahil EXCITING lang talaga mabuhay. :) haha ayun. ayun lang. :D