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Entries for August, 2009
Kanina tinanong ako ng isang app kung ano ang pinaka passion ko sa buhay.
Napatigil ako.
Ano nga ba?
Meron nga ba?
Lecheng buhay naman to kung wala.
"Consider the postage stamp: its usefulness consists in the ability to stick to one thing till it gets there."
i like that. galing sa isang sig ng peyups user.
Lately i feel out of place in my different circles. Even my closest one - whoa. I did not expect that. :( anlungkot lang. anlungkot talaga.
Tsaka bakit ba ako ganito lately? I look forward to something, and when it comes, I want it to be over quickly.
Shoot was fun, but there was really something missing.. like the feeling of content; the usual feeling of unbridled happiness whenever I'm with them. Tonight I just felt empty.
Putcha ayoko ng ganitong feeling. Masakit.
alienation
normal lang ba makaramdam ng alienation even with your closest friends? Haay lately ito talaga nararamdaman ko. :|
realization
"Wala" could mean anything. ANYTHING. I wonder what yours meant.
ten minutes of tears
sa wakas, napinpoint ko na yung ingredients ng halo-halong feelings ko kanina:
sadness + selos + the fcking struggle to be happy + relief + HURT + anger + regret + more HURT + curiosity + confusion + surprise + well, a LOT of surprise + pretentious indifference + unworthiness + doubt + skepticism + enlightenment + pride + perkiness + denial + LERLER, oh so much LERLER + annoyance + FEAR, all with the milky fluidity of fear and icy, crushed hormonal imbalances topped with the kaLECHEhan of it all.
wow i hate this combination i think i'm gonna throw up.
reminder
ALWAYS CHALLENGE YOURSELF.
can anything be more apt? :)
... that faith is exactly what it takes to get through uncertainty.