So. Mukhang madedelay nanaman ang payment sakin. Hahahahuhu
Posted by chronicwind on August 2, 2011 at 12:28 PM | catch a feather
Entries for August, 2011
August 2, 2011
It's back on track. :)
It's printing now. Yes! And then I can focus on my thesis again. Go us!
Posted by chronicwind on August 2, 2011 at 03:07 PM | catch a feather
August 2, 2011
Thank you, though!
Kung kelan hindi na ko pwede tumanggap ng trabaho.. saka ako dinadagsa nito.
Haylayp must you be so ironic?
Posted by chronicwind on August 2, 2011 at 03:54 PM | catch a feather
August 2, 2011
Lens
Decided on the camera, but here comes the next difficult thing: What to buy for lens?
the 14-140 most probably, buuuut i need another one for astrophotography :(
Why must this thesis be sooo expensive
but also, beautiful
Posted by chronicwind on August 2, 2011 at 11:16 PM | catch a feather
cheesecake can't cure your stupidity-induced irritablity this time @_@
Posted by chronicwind on August 3, 2011 at 07:07 AM | catch a feather
Mac I totally hate you right now
Posted by chronicwind on August 3, 2011 at 08:52 AM | catch a feather
Torn, again. 60d nalang kaya.. ?
Posted by chronicwind on August 3, 2011 at 09:13 AM | catch a feather
AAAAH IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE!!!
WITH ME!! BESIDE ME!!!!!
HELLO LOVE! <3
Posted by chronicwind on August 5, 2011 at 10:13 PM | catch a feather
Show up! See, that was a good decision, you did not regret anything :)
Posted by chronicwind on August 7, 2011 at 11:39 PM | catch a feather
August 11, 2011
BAKIT GANYAN MGA TAO
HOW HARD IS IT??!!!!
FFFUUUUUU
Posted by chronicwind on August 11, 2011 at 08:26 PM | catch a feather
August 11, 2011
I never learn.
BAKIT KO PA BA KASI PINAGPIPILITAN ANG PAGKAKAIBIGANG ITO????!!!!!!
AYOKO NAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IS IT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR???!!!?!?!?!?!?!?.
TO SET ASIDE DIFFERENCES??? TO INFORM ME??????????????!!!!!
ANO AKO WALANG BUHAY??? THAT I CAN WAIT FOREVER?!!!!!!! ON THE LAST FREAKING MINUTE????????????!!!!!!!
WHAT IS FIVE FRIENDS COMPARED TO ONE????!!!!!
ANG LOSER PUTCHA!!!!!!!!
TANGINA BV TANGINA TANGINA TANGINA LECHE!!!!!!!!
I AM SO IRRITATED YOU DO NOT DESERVE MY ANGER BUT AAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!
PUTANGINA!!!!
Posted by chronicwind on August 11, 2011 at 09:00 PM | catch a feather
I should be happy but... as soon as I got home all I wanted to do was cry.
When did I become such a crybaby?
:(
Pero salamat po sa aming ligtas na pagbiyahe!
Posted by chronicwind on August 14, 2011 at 09:43 PM | catch a feather
So it's 1.21am and I'm still so irritated. GRRR!! Nakakainis talaga!!! Andun na eh!!! @##W$$#@!@$##@%! Hindi nakaget over?? HUHU. And that is why hindi ko talaga masabi sa sarili ko na good job, well done. It's a fucking fail. I'm a fucking fail, a fucking disappointment. UGH I disgust myself! So stupid! My friends think I'm stupid, I think I'm stupid, and I can't bear this stupidity any longer!!!!! Haha anubayan I'm too old for teenage angst, but it is sadly true. Stupidity knows no age anyway.
Naiinis lang ako kasi WTF I dedicated an entire weekend for this and it ends up as FAIL. I'm already a disappointment to my father, and I hate being a disappointment to myself as well. I guess this is what I get for leaving responsibilities at home and at work, and most especially, thesiswork, which needs my urgent attention.. I'm not supposed to be gallivanting up north, hello! Tapos puro ka-failan pa mangyayari. I should have prepared better, I should have been more assertive!! Fuck what others think sometimes. Hay. I am so angry.. Ano ba naman kasi bat ko pa pinagpipilitan sarili ko sa mga ganitong gawain. Last na talaga to. Ayoko na!!! Nakakadepress.
I need something GV. Ang nega nega ko lately. I know there are a lot to be thankful for, and indeed I'm grateful. But this just keeps grating my nerves, hindi ko talaga malet go :(( Yun nalang kasiyahan ko e (which some people think of as crazy, adik.. but to each his own. Thank god for CSers! They understand!) tapos idedeprive ko pa sarili ko? why?? Why?? I'm losing so much self-respect. I need to unlurlurify. See?
At least they're happy, I think? Sana ako rin :((
I think I need a friend, but I don't know who will bother with my rants. 730 friends, says facebook. What a joke. They'll probably think it's stupid and shallow to and it is! Pero ganito talaga yung trip ko e. Iba'tibang trip lang yan.
I think I need to raid the fridge now. Look for something GV-inducing. Haay nagiguilty talaga ko, andami ko nang missed deadlines at super gipit na ko ng oras for raket (bakit ko ba kasi inaccept pa in the first place? Hay.), thesis, and the video for tatay.. I need more time! :(( Tapos nagawa ko pang maglakwatsa ano. Wala ka talagang priorities. It's a precious two days, tapos ganito lang yung result :(( Huge disappointment.
Haynako tumigil ka na nga! Will your crying be a nightly occurrence? Stop it!!
Ewan bakit napaka emotional ko lately at madaling mariita. I think some Les Mis might cure this. Tama na OK?
PS Thank you po talaga Sir for keeping us alive :)
Posted by chronicwind on August 15, 2011 at 01:38 AM | catch a feather
OH LES MIS. What would I do without you. Thank you for all the good vibes <3
previous entry: I was just PMSing. True story
Posted by chronicwind on August 19, 2011 at 11:28 PM | catch a feather
Ultimate feel-good songs: Gene Kelly singing in the rain; Julie Andrew's I have confidence, and One Day More from Les Mis, 25th anniversary special London cast reunion. We really should have more musicals in the world.
:)
Posted by chronicwind on August 20, 2011 at 02:09 AM | catch a feather
Four months, and I'm still looking for someone like you.
And you will never know.
I miss you.
Posted by chronicwind on August 20, 2011 at 02:25 AM | catch a feather
and what if that tomorrow, never comes?
Posted by chronicwind on August 20, 2011 at 02:40 AM | catch a feather
Yey it works! Payapa na ko in life.
Posted by chronicwind on August 20, 2011 at 06:24 AM | 1 caught a feather