i'm terrified of the time when people find out how lazy i really am @_@ must change habits before it happens
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why can't i fucking concentrate

procrastinating by writing this

just do it do it now

akld;a kdf;alkj f;al

five more days to freedom

i have no more colored film!!!!

i need film security

film is food

If I had a book about my life, it would be titled, "Wtf Am I Doing, Really?" Because really, what the fuck.

I just spent 1100 on film and it feels like the rightest thing in the world.

I am severely addicted

i am actually leaving today?? at 9pm today i will be in oslob???? 
It seems so surreal aaaghh 

i love it but i am still unprepared