I feel crappy for not giving him what he wanted. Shet babawi talaga ko soon. I think alam ko na kung ano ba talagang gusto kong status.

Waking up enveloped by him - pucha. I want that. Every day please. 

And god I absolutely love the post-hookup feeling. My skin feels so smooth and I am floating in a deliriously happy bubble. The only negative thing is I cannot concentrate with work. But really, it is worth it :)

the way he smiled when he took off his helmet
the way he looked when he saw the gift
the way he kissed my neck
the way he enveloped me with his whole body
the way he rubbed my back
the way he played with my fingers
the way he meditated
the way he let me snuggle against his armpits
the way his lips touched mine

I don't want to forget

I thought this day would pass without a word from him. Nope nope nope - he messaged me and made plans :D

I am seeing him tomorrow, cannot wait :D

I'm liking this, really. :)

Glad to be back to work. :) Namiss ko rin talaga shet.

So that was quick.

Andami kong maling ginawa :/

Or rather, hindi ginawa.

ANYWAY ANYWAY!! I was third photog today! Eeeh so happy <3 Nakakaiyak yung vows. And the way the bride was singing a song to the groom made me want to bawl my eyes out :'( They've been together 10 years apparently. Haaay to achieve and maintain a love like that...

Gives me hope. But at the same time makes me fucking scared that  I won't have that, ever.