Frustrated with myself for losing my company id, where my sss number is located. Current employer is asking for it and now because of my stupidity, i have to drag myself out of bed early tomorrow and troop to the nearest sss. Haha ang babaw but it's fucking inconvenient. I hate myself sometimes.

Nakakainis maging tanga lalo na't wala ka namang katapatan maging tanga.

I consider myself as a kind person, but goddamn do i find it extremely difficult to be kind to myself. Kung di lang mas malaki ang aversion ko to physical pain kesa sa hatred ko sa sarili ko, i wouldve stabbed myself over and over. Ang sakit pa mg sugat ko mula sa tambucho burn, i think it might be infected. One week na eh, ansakit pa rin. And it doesnt look like it is healing. Pucha. I don't need another peklat on my legs. Quota na ko this year with my bike katangahan wounds. Quota na sa sugat and stupidity please.