It's been a week and I just

I hope you're okay

I dreamt of him, that he called, asking for forgiveness, fishing for a second chance.

Forgot what I replied, but I remember that kinilig parin ako.

Sigh.

Whenever I remember the good times, I try to focus on the excruciating past three weeks instead.

Everything is for the better.

There's no use for whatifs and whatcouldves and whatshouldvebeens

Only whatnows and lifegoesons and ithappens

Have at me, life!

Go ahead, throw me a curveball

I will hit it just the same

Don't look at his twitter!!!!!

Masokista ka ba???

He doesnt care for you at all and that. Won't. Change.

Just when you thought 2016 couldnt get any worse


The sc decision breaks my heart

Nakakasuka na talaga Pilipinas

Let it be known that 2016 is the year i lost my virginity because gais we're all fucked

Let our response be

"Kristo kaawaan mo kami"

Pleaae tell me rock bottom na ito

That sinking feeling and the knot in your stomach as you dread the president's inauguration and the general unease that never really leaves after he becomes president

Yan siguro nararamdaman (at mararamdaman) ng anti trump voters ngayon

I feel you

Yung natutulog ka sa inception tas kelangan mo ng kick para magising, ito na yun eh

Gusto ko nalang magfast forward to the time na meron na kong love that "may be quiet and boring but it is sure. With the right amount of trust and love, and even an allowance for mistake." 

And also to 2022

I believe in people.

As long as there are kind, courageous, respectful, decent human beings (and i know there's a lot of them - a lot of us) calling out injustices, fighting for what's right, and generally just doing good, we'll pull through. As long as my parents exist, and my friends exist, and the numerous compassionate people exist, we'll be okay. It's an uphill road, it's not going to be easy, it's going to be a lot of work, it's going to be messy, but we'll pull through.

I have faith in humanity. I have faith in us.

It's not a time to pull away, that would be disastrous; instead its a time to care more, to love more, to think more, to do more, to serve more. 

Its convenient to just be distant and to ~not care~, but it's doing the difficult things that have bigger rewards. The rewards that your future children will reap, rewards that will keep on giving.

Better take a step forward. Not giving up on you, 2016.

Yung anchaka na nga ng mga nangyayari sa mundo tas wala ka paring boyfriend. Walang pampalubag loob man lang?

Also magpapasko na ulit ha ha ha anek na beshie anlamig nanaman literal and not

What a week no?

Im so tired

Glad to have a day off

Namimiss ko nanaman sya

Kept reminiscing him at his perigee

ANONG KAKUPALAN ITO!!!!!!

Bea Bumangon Ka Na: An Exercise in Futility

My favorite building is nation building

You let me go and katangahan mo yun

I really think it is millenials who will save the world from utter destruction. Kasi wala na tayong choice. The planet has already been destroyed enough.

Im the patron saint of things not working out

Leni as VP is the one thing you got right, 2016.

Tapos this is in danger pa????

GRABENG PANGGAGAGO C/O DUTERTE AND THE MARCOSES

CONSTANT VIGILANCE, PINAS

My favorite tree is my family tree

My favorite party is a pity party

What if suddenly, nawala lahat ng letter d sa mundo? Then i guess it would just be 'ick'

shet ano bang nagagawa sakin ng bojack horseman (our a-story is a d-story) 

Kinda feeling guilty that i couldnt join today's protests since i chose to go to this leisure trip i planned a month ago. Who wouldve thought ganito kalala mangyayari this month no? That sc decision, trump presidency, sneaky marcos burial, these house probes where solons' kabastusan reigns supreme.. NNAKAKASUKA. 

I almost didnt go to this vacation. Almost. But you know, kelangan ko rin ng self-love.

Bawi ako sa 30. And every day, hence.

I still think about him. Sometimes. Especially when I see something he would like. Like dogs. Or hear things he wouldn't. Like that Chainsmoker song. But he ventures into my thoughts less and less now, and it doesn't hurt anymore.

It's been a month. I'm moving on