at peace
He told me he met someone two weeks ago, and they're seeing each other, and he thinks it's heading to a relationship.
And I'm genuinely happy for him. (so that's why he's taking so long to reply HAHAHA)
I'm so relieved, and grateful that he told me early on, before I book a flight, before I pay for visa reqts hahaha
When I started talking to him again, after 2 weeks no contact, I told myself that I can start it already because it would be okay if he dates someone else
And that theory has been tested today: I am even happier than I realize haha
It's like a huge weight has been lifted off me
Sure there are pangs of sadness, of nostalgia, of a certain dream i have to let go (having super cute kids HAHAHA)
But it's all for the better. I regret nothing :)