Consistent karat is nice and all but... I'm starting to feel empty. 

Again.

I'm beginning to talk with others again (messaged my ex, even), and I feel no guilt. Well wala naman talaga dapat since di kami exclusive. I think naggcrave ako now for emotional connection, a connection that I don't feel any right asking for, from him. Because we didn't start out as friends, and parang ang unfair since I'm moving anyway.

A person can be perfect for you on paper, but that doesn't guarantee a connection. This is something I keep learning over and over. 

Haay what to do with all these emptiness