i got my ipod touch already!! :D manong taxi driver was a bitch and was irritating but getting the gadget was worth it. haha. i must now resist the heightened temptation to open the damn thing. i hope that i'll be able to sell it immediately and go gadgetbuying.

eto mga gusto ko bilhin:

2 more halogen lights!! para makapagthree-point lighting system na ko, k.

a wacom graphics tablet!

an 8gig usb.

an ipod shuffle? (haha para may engraving things at maretain ang pagkaipod niya k.)

or maybe i should just keep the ipod? hahaha. but still. i don't want to want things i don't need. decisions decisions decisions.. haha. must make up mind asap. :))

this morning my cellphone died out on me and, oddly, i realized that being cellphone-less is kind of liberating. and escapist, but still, liberating.  Ha. No GMs to send and no checking and replying every time the phone vibrates and no distractions and no expectations and no reminders and no outside world; it's just me and my HIMYM for today. :D haha alam na, hindi talaga ako nakapag-acads. ohNO my groupmates will KILL ME. :| minsan talaga ang sarap i-chuck yung phone out the window, isama na din yung computer (or internet. wala pala akong magagawa pag walang computer, K) at lahat lahat lahat ng distractions sa buhay because i am weak and i easily give in to temptations :[ this must really, really stop i need discipline discipline DISCIPLINE! EFF the Film shooting scheds, i won't be able to make it to our pagudpud escapade because of it :(( e HELLO last year pa namin binabalak magpagudpud huhu. at last year pa ako nasasabik. and now... i'm stuck with 16mm film and possible bankruptcy :o ohwell. hindi naman talaga ako ganun kalungkot bilang kamon!! nakakaexcite rin magshoot for the first time in film. IN FILM!!!!! it's exciting and scary and challenging and scary and intimidating but mostly, it's exciting. :D and i'm ready for some excitement. HAHA. syeeeet kelan ba dadating ang panahon na mura nalang ang film at film camera hayayay. sana walang workthings bukas at sa sabado at sa martes OHNO HELLO HELL WEEK AM I GOING TO SURVIVE. and speaking of survival.. wahaha ansaya at tapos na yung report ko sa comm120, it really helps if you ask God for guidance :D i'm so thankful. hehe. sana SUCCESS din yung comm140 report ko ahahaha i really need to switch on my acadmode. bakitbakitbakit ba ang bum mo bea. stop being piggish i miss reading books and i looked at wedding dress books this afternoon at national, bummer kasi sale sila pero wala akog bet sa mga ni-sale, anyway looking at those gorgeous dresses made me WANT ONE and made me plan out my own wedding and DRESS and i want a ball-gown type pero alam kong hindi bagay sa akin bilang shortlegged ako at hindi matangkad :| haha ang random ko lang ano. wala lang pero ang exciting lang to think that someday some years away maglalakad na rin ako sa aisle and although i don't know yet who is going to wait for me at the end of that aisle (si ano kaya? haha) i'm sure he's going to be the perfect one for me and it's just exciting to share the rest of your life with someone who's your bestfriend and partnerincrime and lover and have a family of your own wala lang ang exciting lang. note how often i mentioned the word exciting? siguro dahil EXCITING lang talaga mabuhay. :) haha ayun. ayun lang. :D

WHY do you ALWAYS FEEL the need to check your multiply/facebook every FIVE MINUTES??! you desperately need rehab.

Don't fail your acadlife.

kthnxbye

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heh. ingrata ka talaga bea. umayos ka.

"Accept that all of us can be hurt, that all of us can - and surely will at times - fail. Other vulnerabilities, like being embarassed or risking love, can be terrifying too. I think we should follow a simple rule: If we can take the worst, take the risk."

"We go through life thinking someone else will make us happy..but we're wrong. happiness is our job, we just need someone else to share it with."

"Get motivation from your mistakes and learn from your failures! That's when people accept the fact of success!"

"You must not compare yourself to anyone.. except from the previous you."

"We all need to grow.. take risks and leave our comfort zones. Only then you'll find your strength. Don't be afraid. :D)

"Don't always say that 'there's always a next time'.. because there's also a concept of 'too late'."

"When you are so used to doing things routinely, the marginal value of happiness you get from it decreases.Before that marginal value curve reaches its peak, shift to a new gear, explore other feats, spice up your endeavors.. because for us to live a full life, we must keep in mind, though as cliche as it is, the only thing constant in life is no other than change."

"Making a thousand friends in a year is not a miracle.The real miracle is to make one friend who'll stand by you for a thousand years."

"Think of how much worse it would be if life was fair, and all the awful things that happened to us happened because we actually deserve them.."

"Everything we do today is a preparation for bigger things tomorrow.. live every moment in excellence. :D"

"Smile when in pain, smile when troubles pour like rain, smile when someone hurt your feelings, coz you know what? Smiling always starts the healing."

"One true meaning of intelligence is not how much we know what to do, but how we behave when we do not know what to do.."

"Something to ponder on:Even with the best maps and instruments.. we can never fully chart our journeys."

"Rivers do not drink the water they carry. Trees do not eat the fruit they bear. Clouds do not bathe in the rain they produce. We are meant to give, even if we get nothing from it. Measuring life by what others do may disappoint us, but measuring life by what we do will make life meaningful."

"We don't get to have everything we want.. true enough, not everything we want is worth having."

"An inspiring thought: No matter how our dreams may seem unreachable, dream them anyway. No matter how we have been hurt by the people we love, love them anyway. No matter how hard life is, live it anyway. No matter how our prayers seem unanswered, pray them anyway. God will make a way! Just believe His promise: "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you!" (Heb 13:5)

"If you can't fly, run. If you can't run, walk. If you can't walk, crawl. But by all means, keep moving." - Martin Luther King, Jr.

Hindi ko talaga maintindihan ang mga magulang na hindi pinapayagan magpunta ang kanilang mga anak sa mga malalayong lugar. kamon, Makati lang yun ah! lalo na't 19yo na ang anak at responsable at hindi pasaway. WTF. Paano maggogrow yung tao kapag hindi hinahayaang palawakin nila ang kanilang mundo diba? Grr. Hindi ko lang talaga maintindihan. Sure, sure nakakapag-alala yun, but that's what you signed up for when you became a parent. Para saan pa ang pagprovide sa mga anak ng roots and wings kung hindi rin naman ipapagamit??! Stop letting your kids be so sheltered! Dapat may balance between keeping them in a secure home and letting them explore the world beyond. Dapat may sufficient reason kung bakit hindi papayagan ang anak. 'Malayo' just doesn't cut it. Haay. I'm super thankful that my parents aren't like that. Grabe pag ako nagka-anak, I'll give them roots and wings and LET THEM USE IT. Haloes are completely their choice. :) haha. Nakakainis lang kasi.